[He's accepting it the same way someone might accept a spider that's moved into their cupboard.]
Right.
It's a moot point anyway because the man I fell for isn't here anymore. But you know me, you know I can't leave something alone if it's giving me trouble.
[Because that's the thing, isn't it. However much he doesn't trust Ford, however much he knows something happened between them that he's very upset about, Ford knows him. He knows Ford. He needs that familiarity and right now the fact that he's sure Ford is dangerous is honestly making him more compelled to seek Ford out.]
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Right.
It's a moot point anyway because the man I fell for isn't here anymore. But you know me, you know I can't leave something alone if it's giving me trouble.
[Because that's the thing, isn't it. However much he doesn't trust Ford, however much he knows something happened between them that he's very upset about, Ford knows him. He knows Ford. He needs that familiarity and right now the fact that he's sure Ford is dangerous is honestly making him more compelled to seek Ford out.]